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August 14th, 2006

09:42 pm - oh goodness i really don't understand it anymore. i try to do so well in everything that i do. always try to overachieve and get good grades. and for what i would like to ask? my dad couldn't give a shit! sometimes i wonder why i care so much, no one else does. i feel like i mean nothing to him or my mother. like yah okay i know they love me, but do they know how hard i try, how hard i try to do well for them to say to me just once in my life "i'm proud of you , good job, keep going" no i get nothing just frustrating. they don't even care they expect me to do everything on my own. i don't want an overbearing parent that is all up in my school work but some notice would be nice. Current Mood: frustrated

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August 12th, 2006

10:59 pm - hola haven't written in this in forever soooo here we gooo!!!!! senior year is coming soon super exciting! hopefully i'll have a good year, not taking any really hard classes so school shouldn't be a major issue. finally feeling okay with myself. which is a good thing. finally most of the issues are gone! ... most not all. my dad and i are moving in like less than 2 weeks and we haven't even started packing ... wonderful. meanwhile i'm trying to figure out what i want to be when i grow up and where i want to go to school next year. ahhh too many decsions! this year in school i think i'm going to try to get a lil' more involved maybe i'll actually go to a dance, and if i don't go to prom danielle will most likely kick my ass. :P speakin' of which i miss that girl like whoa! and she needs to come home asap before i really get depressed!!!! i guess that's it for now, maybe i'll try keepin' this up! Current Location: home Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: nothing

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April 13th, 2006

09:19 pm - work tomorrow - 6-10pm Saturday - 2-6pm Monday - 3-10pm Thursday - 3-7pm Friday - 6-10pm Saturday - GETTING MY LICENSE HOPEFULLY and 2-8pm i'm free anytime other then when i have to work 'n' shtuff and i have the house to myself for a couple daysss soooo... yah call me..! lol Current Mood: confused

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April 12th, 2006

11:17 pm - it's late yep today was my last day at monograms america.. tear.. no not so much!!! well idk what i'm doing anymore with my life, i'm kinda going day by day right now.. which really isn't all that great.. but it's not so bad either.. and i really hope that things will happen with me and someone but w/e i don't know.. i just really miss having someone around yah know.. sick of being single..!!!!!!!!! school's almost over and that really excites me.......!!!! alright time to do crunches and go to bed.. peace easy homies.. Current Mood: sleepy

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April 11th, 2006

09:21 pm - hey hey i'm so much happier now. it's just the simple fact now, that i don't care anymore! i mean yes i care about certain things, but school isn't THAT important to me anymore and that certain someone is no longer an issue because you know what!! if he doesn't care about me why should i care about him?! w/e.. so anyway.. yah i have a crush.. and it's a secret :X maybe if your pursuasive i'll tell.. but yet again.. maybe not!!!! hehe... can't wait until may 11th!!! day after chem ap.. then my life with be REAL good! <3 moi Current Mood: flirty

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